It's out! It's out!!
FINALLY
Shoujo Sect ~Innocent Lovers~

Good thing it's a hentai 'cause my Japanese isn't good enough to understand a lot of it... but that's ok, I've read most of the stories.

But OMG!! I'm excited (which is pretty bad if I'm THIS excited over a hentai...)
But but...it's got Shigure... and Momoko... and Kirin... *squeak* Chizuru and Maaya... and Neo... XD

...................... I'm such a pervert....

I havent' been sleeping in my room. I hate the summer and it's too hot up there. Like right now, I'm sitting on the couch with my iMac on the table and the keyboard in my lap. The arm of the couch is my mousepad. Why? It's hot, I said! >_< At least because it's cooler in the living room, I can use my blanket and sleep with my sweater on that I like so much. Ha ha. I just really wanted a use for my blanket.
Anyhow, still crushing on 'you-know-who.' We share an office now. Friends on Facebook. I don't think she knows, unless someone at FD said something to her. Who knows. People talk, I'm sure she'll find out sooner or later. Not that I want everyone blabbing... but it's a freakin' hotel... of course people talk.
ooh, it's 5:30. I'm sleepy. With that conclusion, I'm going to sleep.

Should I cut my hair?
I'm debating between doing an A Line, the Posh Bob or just leaving it long and making it curly.
Speaking of which... I'm going to Ruby Skye tonight. I gotta shower now and curl my hair so that it lasts all day.

Ah, a typical Monday. I get into work and I get bombarded with so many changes that it makes my head rattle. The most shocking is realizing that the temporary manager that they brought in is the one I've had a crush on since I first met her. >_< Sucks because her girlfriend is my cousin's friend and that makes it weird. Guess I just gotta chill out and not hope for anything. I hear they've been together for awhile now. I'm not one to break up people for my own selfish reasons. Gah! But it's frustrating, knowing I'm going to work with her and I've got a thing for her!

I'm such a retard. I forgot the password to my LJ since it's been on auto-fill the entire time.

Anyhow, onto the important things.

1. I need to sleep. I never get enough sleep these days and I spend more time with my boss than I do my family. WTF...

2. Speaking of my boss, she wants me to keep her and probably her girlfriend company to their first SF Pride. This means... I have a VIP ticket to Pride. This includes the VIP brunch at City Hall and box seats for the parade. This is all lovely and fine... I'll even get up early to go. I just don't have anyone to go with! What the hell, man??
Anyone wanna come with me? LOL. No... seriously. I don't want to go by myself... even though I'm not technically by myself... but still! You know what I mean.

3. I work too much. -_-

Ok, now I'm desperate...

I've had a couple people drop from my room list for the con.

IF ANYONE, ANYONE AT ALL, NEEDS SOMEPLACE TO SLEEP FOR THE CON, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE LET ME KNOW! I HAVE SPACE FOR 4-6 PEOPLE!!

*sigh*

Wow.. it's that time already.
One week before Fanime. I've successfully compiled all my cosplay. I now have 6 complete sets... though I doubt I'll take all of them with me. Maybe just 5? Ok... maybe 4... Let's see...
Tohsaka Rin (Fate/Stay Night) - Normal clothes (done 2 years ago)
Tohsaka Rin (Fate/Stay Night) - School Uniform (done this year)
.... these are definitely coming...
Hanazono Hikari (Special A) - School Uniform (done this year)
... this is also coming. It's so cute!...
Sonozaki Mion - Normal clothes (done last year)
... this is a good backup...
Horo (Spice and Wolf - Grey outfit (done this year)
... even though it's furry...
Shana (Shakugan no Shana) - Winter Uniform (done last year)
... also very cute...

gah! I didn't narrow down which ones to take... Ok, I've got a week to figure it out.
Amongst other things I'm trying to figure out.
While I'm not drowning in work.

Anyhow... enjoy my new Zettai Karen and Fate icons!

Why does everything need money? And why so much of it?

I had to quit ballroom dancing today.
I felt like all the energy was sucked out of my body and I've been in this lethargic mode all day.
Our lesson plan was going to cost $8000... for me and Josh.
We were going to find a way to do it, but when I talked to my mother about it and she heard how much it would cost, she said if I spent the money, I may as well move out of the house.
I can't do that.
I do some selfish things and I'm a pretty selfish person... but I can't move out knowing my mom needs help just so I can pursue my interest in dancing.

So I had Josh cancel our classes. And I removed us from the Fanime Masquerade list. We were supposed to do a Fate/Stay Night Paso Doble... oh well. At this rate, it saves me money on costumes. And I can sell my dance shoes since they've never been worn.

But now I'm back to the same start point. I work... and do nothing else. My days off will come and I'll sit at home. Sleep all day.

It's just depressing, ya know? I've never really had my dreams crushed before... not like this anyhow. It'll be awhile before I can adjust.

Did I mention that last week I saw "The Ruins" with Tiffany? And it was a horrible movie. But one we can constantly make jokes about. I'm sorry... 4 Americans just decide to go off to these uncharted Mayan ruins with some German guy and as soon as they get there, some Mayan folk won't let them get off the ruins. And they kill anyone who touches the plants. 'Cause apparently the weed-looking plants are evil. They eat people. they should've eaten the plants before they got eaten. Then maybe the plants would stay still. Ha ha ha!! Yeah... don't watch it. Or save it for a pajama party when you and your friends can sit and watch it together with a big bowl of popcorn. Popcorn tastes better when you have visuals of self mutilation and removal of body parts. Tasty!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_ruins (link to the wiki of The Ruins)

I have to say that 'killer foliage' was not on my idea list of good movies.

Because of this, it reminded me of sannakji, the Korean dish that consists of still moving octopus tentacles. Too bad I can't find twitching vines or something. I'd make a salad of twitching vines and call it, "Killer Mayan Vine Salad with Mimicking Flower vinaigrette."

So I've come up with a writing game. Not a fanfiction activity, a writing game.
Run through email, so no one has to log into any forums or anything.

Apple, you might wanna check it out. In fact, I'll send you the details and first part anyhow. It's like when we were in our Freshman year, trading off the book in the middle of a story.

That's right. A joint story. Let's see how long the first one will last, where it will go and what will happen with it.

If you like writing, shoot me an email at kalediorin@mac.com and I'll forward you the details. I've got some other people on it, but the more the merrier and more interesting, I'd say.